Breaking Point (Thug Thursday #4)

Let me hit that joint
I'm about to hit breaking point
I've been trying to holla
You've shown your true color
Knew something didn't feel right
All you do is act uptight
Yo ass is kicked to the curb
I'll just sit back and blaze the herb
You're nothing special ain't shit
Damn right bitch i said it
Never regret what i say
Now go the fuck away
Who cares what coulda been
This is now that was then
Keep saying what you say
They'll find you in Chesapeake bay

Another Day (Thug Thursday #3)

Gotta stop this nightmare
No one seems to care
Life spiral down to derange
Everyday nothing seems to change
If nothing happens soon
Day closer to impending doom
Every night an empty bed
Would anyone notice if i was dead
Not looking for sympathy
World fills me with apathy
Life nothing but a shit pile
All i can do is hide behind this smile
Constantly emotionally abused
Constantly falsely accused
Leaving me in a state of worthlessness
Bringing anger and pain to the surface
Nothing new just every day fate
I know how to swallow the hate
Smoke it up grab another drink
Dulling the pain allowing rage to sink
Life filled with disappointing sorrow
The sun wont come out tomorrow
But this is my legacy my life
I have to deal with the agony and strife
Alone I'll always walk
Forever Death will stalk
This is no story to make you sob
Just another day in the life of Rob

Whore (Thug Thursday #2)

Bitch better suck this dick
Or id be out this shit quick
No time to play yo game
Aint even know yo fuckin name
What you got a man?
Bitch you aint no life plan
I just wanna fuck
You the one thats stuck
So give up the snatch
If not theres always the next batch
Always got lined up 3 or 4
Bitch ima self proclaimed whore
I'll give you a lil taste
As i blast your face
My style is raw n rich
Spittin this rhyme while i fuck yo bitch

Death (Thug Thursday #1)

Before shit goes to your head
Something needs to be said
Fuck with my friends
Introduce you to your end
Put my glock to your eye
Little bitch i make you cry
Think you're the shit
Your act is over with
Break your neck
Leave you a mangled wreck
You better take a walk
Before i act on the talk
Still think i play
Go ahead and stay
Cherish you last breath
Meet your new friend Death

Mistake

I've made a mistake
I never wanted it to break
I will never stop loving you
Wish there was something I could do
Regret keeping everything inside
Lost you by my side
I miss you so much
Miss your loving touch
If only I had a second chance
To give you a deserving romance
It pains me that this failed
Life has been derailed
I long for you to hold
Life has become too cold

Love Gone

Where has the love gone

A love that used to be so strong

There is nothing i wouldnt do

This i hope you knew

To rekindle what we once had

And throw away everything sad

When i see your face

It takes me to a special place

Somewhere ive never been before

And fills my empty core

With pure happiness

Just longing to seal it with a kiss

This you may never know

And I try so hard not to show

Though we may never be

Just know no one will ever love you more than me

Wish

I wish I could have you back

But the proper words I lack

You're my world, heart, and soul

The one with I wanted to grow old

The one who made my heart smile

The one I hoped to bear my child

Everything is in the hands of fate

I fear that it is too late

Give anything to feel your touch

The one I cherished so much

The tenderness of your lips

The grace of your fingertips

The embrace that cures

My heart is forever yours

There Was A Time

(You) Are the one i love
(You) I put no one above
(You) Are the one that has my heart
(You) Have from the start

(There was a time) This was true
(There was a time) It was me and you
(There was a time) I didnt want to be alone
(There was a time) I couldnt make it on my own

(You) Are the one to show me how
(You) Are the one to stop my doubt
(You) Are the one to cheer me when im down
(You) Are the one to pick me up from the ground

(There was a time) This was true
(There was a time) It was me and you
(There was a time) I didnt want to be alone
(There was a time) I couldnt make it on my own

(You) Were the one who threw it away
(You) Were the one that told me to go not stay
(You) Were the one that stopped the call
(You) Were the one who threw me over the falls

There was a time
There was a time
There was a time
There was a time
There was a time
There was a time
There was a time

The End

Dont say this is the end
I dont think i could be just a friend
I cant just stand idly by
When all he does is make you cry
How can i just hang around
When all he does is drag you down
How can i hear that you cry
When i cant be there to dry your eye
Is it worth the cost
Will you ever be able to recover what you lost
I know i said i'll always be there
But i cant if you let life treat you unfair

Why Stay

He keeps giving you the shoulder
Everyday he grows colder
No one should ever live in fear
He only cares when the end is near
Why stay
You dont need him anyway
Youre throwing your life away
There will be another someday
Sometimes love is knowing when to let go
But who am i what do i know

Speechless

You changed your mind i should have known
But its ok im used to walking alone
I thought i found somewhere to belong
But i guess i was wrong
Its happened before youre not the first
Dont worry you havent been the worst
What can i say to change your mind
Im speechless for the first time
Like i said from the start
Im going straight for the heart
Dont say it musnt be
We can make it through this youll see
Dont stop what weve started
I dont want to leave brokenhearted
When you act in haste
All you make is waste
For you i will wait
So i put my life in the hands of fate
When i hold you how do you feel
Do you feel this could be real
I swore id never compromise
But that changed when i looked in your eyes
Ive never felt i had so much to lose
But its not up to me you must choose
No matter what the choice
You wont stop hearing my voice
If you grant me this thing i wish
I will make your dreams come true i promise
Please dont quit on me
My love may be the key
Im not saying it has to be tomorrow or the next day
It can be many months away
I always want to be here
To help you overcome any fear
But im not like other guys
So im not going to resort to making you cry
I hope the poem doesnt make you sad
Because thats not the intention i had
So when you become ready
I hope its me you come to see
I can act like the guys of ole
And turn on you and act cold
What cost are you willing to pay
To keep me from going away
Im never going to give up on you
I know deep inside you are pure and true
For you theres nothing i wouldnt do
And this i promise you
Look how far youve come with me
Just think what the possibilities can me
So let me be your knight in plaid
And i'll show you what youve never had
You ask what would you do without me
Maybe youd live your life in complete agony

Thrown Away

Thrown Away
Ripe with decay
No pain inside
No tears to be cried
Here to be forgotten
One of the downtrodden
Nothing to look for
Never been here before
No help to be found
No way to make a sound
Standing here confused
broken and abused
Feeling the horrible scorn
Waiting to be reborn

Time After Time

Been through this time after time
Cant seem to make you mine
Ive searched high and low
Walked through the rains and snow
Ive never found someone like you
Who has beauty that shines all through
I guess im the only one who sees this
I can give you everything you cant get from a kiss

Under the skin
Deep within
Beyond the heart
Been there from the start
I see the light
You are worth the fight

The years have made me wise
Ive seen everything through these eyes
Let me show you the way
Help you from going astray
Ill never let you down
Keep you smiling never frown
Theres no denying our bond
Everyday it grows strong

Life has its ups and downs
Its smiles and frowns
Its joys and tears
Its hopes and fears
Its straights and detours
Its peace and wars
Ill help you through
Promise never to leave you
When times get tough
Our love will be enough

Ill rev you up when you stall
Catch you when you fall
Have the answers to your questions
Help you overcome your addictions
Wake you from your nightmare
Bring you back around to care
Free you from your chains
Ease you of your pains
Protect you from the worlds harms
Offer you heaven in these arms

Stars

Feeling confused
Shrugged away abused
lost all since of control
No strength to stay bold
Beaten down with my own fist
Sinking deeper and deeper into my own abyss
Drained leaving nothing but apathy
Not looking for sympathy
Lost deep inside my cave
With no hope to be saved

Going back to the start
Throw away the pieces of a broken heart
Hard to heal these scars
When i know you re looking at the same stars

Youve done it to me again
You said you were my friend
Your lies never became fact
So take your knife out my back
What will happen to us
Caught up in your lust
No forgiveness for your sin
Till you are healed within

Going back to the start
Throw away the pieces of a broken heart
Hard to heal these scars
When i know you re looking at the same stars

Rant

Im not asking for much
But you wouldnt think such
With the way you act
Hiding behind your false fact
All I see are lies lies lies
And the cracks in your alibis
Seems you are pushing my away
You might ask "Why does he stay?"
I promised I'll never leave you
And help you see things through
So here I'll be
Asking "What do you want from me?"
Anything it is you can have
Just ignore me when i'm mad
Im just having one of my turns
When my inside burns
Its probably just my jealousy
So i scorn you with heresy
For this Im sorry
And you need not worry
Im just meek not bold
And this lifestyle is getting old
They say the meek shall inherit
But this isnt apparent
All my life
Its been strife strife strife
When will this page turn
I still have much to learn
Is there salvation in the trigger of a gun
Too many times that has been done
People say I tried I tried I tried
But the answer isnt in suicide
I look in the eyes of a baby girl
It erases all blue from my world
In this new world I am lost
What has my decadence cost
I walk this desert wasteland alone
No one to hear me cry or moan
Will someone wake me from this nightmare or dream
Because too far Ive fallen it seem
Is the answer in the bottle
Or in the local brothel
What to do Where to go
My true emotions show
Naked I stand in front of you
Broken down black and blue
I cant hear her choice
But i hear doubt in her voice
You arent the first its happened before
Returning to the cold like a tile floor
Arise like a phoenix from the ashes
Its ok....I can take the pain from the lashes
Cant feel anymore Ive become numb
One day I'll have the energy to leave this slum
Time to open the gate
Time to see my fate
Hoping its you i see
Im greeted with a reflection of me
It chills me to the bone
But accept forever I'll walk alone
Always stuck as a friend
Never any womans man
But I know how to deal
And these wounds will heal
Dont know how or when
But I'll be back to myself again
Always thinking what could have been
But atleast I have you with me as a friend
So throw me away
Or save me for another day
Do what ever you care
Just watch for the wear and tear
Dont try to take my hand
Your touch I can no longer stand
You had your chance
How could you be so dense
I gave you my heart
You tore it apart
How can you do this to me
Why didnt you I see
You crushed me Im going insane
If love is blind I'll buy myself a cane
Cant find myself around
Cant pick myself of the ground
When you left nothing was here
Cried so much cried my last tear
Will you please return to me
And tell me we are meant to be
Time passes and things change
In my mind events become rearrange
Its all your fault not mine
Thats how i see it in my mind
Is this how it happened is it true
Doesnt matter your the only one that knew
When im in bed
Memories of you fill my head
Memories I wish i never had
Wish theyll go away like my dad
Eventually I'll forget
And my words I'll regret
But not anytime soon
Is the salvation past the next dune
When will I be happy again
Like in the past Ive been
Is it with this new girl I see
I think she belongs with someone else not me
I dont deserve her
My mind is battered and tortured
Dont say this isnt true
Or its me not you
I'll never cause you any harm
And without you I'll buy the farm
At night I cry from the pain
But no one sees it when you walk in the rain
Ive come to the crossroads
Do I have the courage to hit the switch and change modes
I come back as a new me
But the old one you still see
So all I do is deceive
I become your biggest pet peeve
I have the opportunity to be free
But the cost is too high of a fee
So I remain trapped in this chain
I put the knife to the vein
Life goes from bad to worse
Feels like Im beating a dead horse
I yell yell yell
Save me from this hell

Roulette

Time for some fun
Go grab the gun
Put one in the chamber
Cant wait a minute later
Put it to your head
In a flash will you be dead

If you die
Will i cry
Or just let out a big sigh

Round Two begins
Dont care who wins
Add another bullet
Where should i hold it
Under the chin
Or between the grin
Pull the trigger back
Waiting for the fade to black

If I die
Will you cry
Or just let out a big sigh

Rounds Three and Four
Add two more
Your turns next
Will you get the axe
If you die
Should I cry

The start of round five
Time to find who stays alive
Add another to the chamber
No fear from the danger
How you like the figures
As you pull the trigger
The gun makes the sweet sound
You hit the ground

Now you're gone (so long)
Bullet to the head (whats to be said)
Did you go up or down (wont see no frown)
Is this the answer (or just the cancer)

Simple Man

Another day another night
Tryin to regain my sight
You come back in
And throw my life into a tailspin
I try to regain the love lost
Dont care about the cost
I refuse to look in your eyes
Cuz if i do i forget all the lies
How could i fall for it again
Must be from my head full of sin
I'll probably fall for it again
Cuz im a simple man

Proud of You

I want to say im proud of you
You stuck to your guns and saw this through
Though its done its not the end
Time for the real fun to begin
Set you sights for the top
Time for the bs to stop
Youre not a little girl anymore
I hope you are ready whats in store
If you come across trouble and dont know what to do
Look to your side and i'll always be here for you
Remember life always throws a curve
Never ever settle for less than you deserve

Questions

When you look in my eyes
Do you see any lies
When I hold you near
Do you have any fear
When you think of me
What do you see
Have you ever thought.......
Maybe its best if I ask not

Number One

Now that youre gone
For you i no longer long
At first it was hard
But time has healed my heart
Memories return to me in photographs
Reminding me of a time without laughs
Everyone told me im better without you
Now i know what they said is true
I was so blind back then
Caught up in your web of lies and sin
Since you ive found my bliss
And i live each day in happiness
I wish i didnt wait so long
How could i have been so wrong
With you there was no fun
You never made me feel like number one

Ones Who Love

The ones that truly love you
Are the ones that help you through
This game called life
They heal your scars and strife
They stay by your side
Even when you are locked inside
So when you feel theres no more you can take
And you need a break
Just take your time
And everything will work out fine

No One

Cant find the courage
To tell you how i feel
Cant find the evidence
To prove to you its real
Cant find the solution
To complete this ordeal

Im just a no one
my thing is to go away
Im just a no one
my thing is to fade away
Im just a no one
thats why i need you

Can you please help me
Can you make me see
Can you bring me the light
Can you save me from the eternal night
You make all others obsolete you make me complete

Im just a no one
my thing is to go away
Im just a no one
my thing is to fade away
Im just a no one
thats why i need you

Love that once was
Is no longer there
Lost all need to care
On my feet i cant stand
In my mind i cant comprehend
In my soul i cant feel
In my heart nothing is real

Im just a no one
my thing is to go away
Im just a no one
my thing is to fade away
Im just a no one
thats why i need you

Happy

If my face you could see
Youll know how happy you make me
With the things you do
You are a dream come true
I want to hold you forever
And help you through every endeavor
Dont ever change your style
And never hide your smile
Though our time apart i hate
For you i will wait
So take your time
And we'll come together fine

Untitled

In life everyone has an obstacle
No one goes without struggle
The thing to do is rise above
Just know when enough is enough
When things become estranged
Its time for a permanent change
Cut the anchor before it brings you down
And your sanity can no longer be found

I know where youve been
I know where you can go
The skys the limit this you know
Take my hand and this i'll show

Youve been hurting for so long
In a place you dont belong
You can make it on your own
Toss away this useless stone
Forget about having a man
Theyre more than you can stand
I'll help you understand
Let me be your friend
Theres nothing you cant do
Stand by me and I'll show you

I know where youve been
I know where you can go
The skys the limit this you know
Take my hand and this i'll show

Remember the things i said
Thats not you being spoon fed
I meant every word
I hope you feel it on every chord
With you theres no need to fake
What weve become isnt a mistake
I see the beauty in you
And the love you deserve is overdue

I know where youve been
I know where you can go
The skys the limit this you know
Take my hand and this i'll show

Dont take anymore shit
Take my hand i'll help you out the pit
Youve been feeling stressed
But youll see its for the best
youve come to the line
Time to ease your heart and mind
Nothing is worth the cost
Is it really an awful loss
In your future i see happy days
Sometimes loniless does pay
I hope you realize this soon
Before you reach your doom

Last Time

This will be the last time im shunned
craving the cold taste of the gun
Nothing left to live for
The closing of the last door
In this life ive failed
Got no cross to be nailed
Have no strength left to cope
Feeling only empty hope
Though youll never see the pain inside
But in me something has died
Kill the harvester of lies
Erase what i despise
Ive become what i hate
Cant win my internal debate
Time to become reborn
Try to save the forewarn

If

For my love
Whom i put no one above

If you ever cry
I'll be there to dry your eye
If youre ever down
I'll be there to remedy your frown
If youre ever in pain
I'll be there to remind you it wasnt in vain

If you ever give me a chance
I'll give you the greatest dance
If you ever give me a sign
I wouldnt hesitate to make you mine
If you gave me your hand
I would take the time to understand

What would you do
If I gave my heart to you
Would you run away
Or choose to stay
Would you give me a kiss
And offer me true happiness
Would you take my hand
And take me to the promise land

Love Gone

Where has the love gone
A love that used to be so strong
There is nothing i wouldnt do
This i hope you knew
To rekindle what we once had
And throw away everything sad
When i see your face
It takes me to a special place
Somewhere ive never been before
And fills my empty core
With pure happiness
Just longing to seal it with a kiss
This you may never know
And I try so hard not to show
Though we may never be
Just know no one will ever love you more than me

Dont Worry

Dont worry Ive known it from the start
Dont feel bad you didnt wound my heart
True I did like you
And still sort of do
But as I say Im your friend first
Even if things go for worse
But is our friendship
A lie or just a couch trip
I just cant believe
All youve done is deceive
All the lies youve put me through
For that I say fuck you
All things come to end
But I wont give up on being your friend
But Im sorry if Im seldom heard or seen
Dont take it as me being cruel or mean
But If you ever need me
You know where I'll be
Just know I was true
When I said I love you
I wish you the best
And the futue will tell us the rest

Dont Care

Dont care anymore
Life is a complete bore
No matter what i try
My heart starts to cry
Cant stop the pain
Or remove the stain
Where is my mind
When is my time
Where is my happiness
Where is my place to rest

Inside

There is a place i like to hide
A place held deep inside
Try to figure out what ive become
Lie to myself until im numb
No key to the door
Just lying on the cold floor
So cold it stings
Everything has lost their meanings

Erase Me

Everyday thinking what you mean to me
If you only knew
you'd probably laugh at me
or back to me
i dont want to see that tragedy
so i keep it locked inside of me

so please erase me
the two of us arent meant to be
this my heart wont see
so please erase me

this lack of conversation
wont act as absolution
just adds to the confusion
take us and put us upto juxtaposition
it only leaves one solution

so please erase me
the two of us arent meant to be
this my heart wont see
so please erase me

my love will never die
maybe i'll get another try
though its hard to hide
i'll keep it locked inside

so please erase me
the two of us arent meant to be
this my heart wont see
so please erase me
we were never meant to be

Down the Can

Everything we plan
Just goes down the can
But its ok
There will be another day
Im not mad
Just a little sad
I miss our time
Time everything is fine
Time you can be free
Be that woman i hold inside me
I just want to break down the door
Its no secret i wish for something more
I wish youd believe
My promises to never leave
There was a time
That you wanted to be "mine"
Going by your dreams
You feel the same way it seems
Listen to your mind
Quit ignoring every sign
Your mind says "keep me close
Deep inside i love you most"
Everything i say is in vain
I know you dont feel the same
I just dont know what to do
Everyday i feel im falling in love with you
I know this you dont want to hear
But i need to make my feelings clear

First Kiss

Remembering the first kiss
The first taste of new year bliss
the act of two hearts becoming whole
Striking the deepest parts of the soul
Only a second the moment last
Her spell on him was cast
Time came when they split
But his love for her never quit
Unable to let go of
His everlasting and undying love
He created a wall
To block out all
The transformation began
Leaving the iceman
In his broken heart he yearn
For her to return
To remind him of the feelings he once felt
Causing the ice to melt
He waits for the day they atone
So he never has to again be alone
Returning him to his state of grace
with her warm embrace
He asks for a kiss
To save him from his self-made abyss

Friends

When times are hard
And life throws you another card
I dont have to look far
Because there they are
The ones that have always been there
The ones that truly care
Im nothing without them
Im nothing without my friends

Girl I Know

There is this girl i know
Prettier than the first winter snow
Though these words shell never believe
When shes in my arms i feel relieved
Never seen someone so perfect
Cant see a single defect
Beautiful in her sweater
Touch as soft as a feather
Sexy in her sweat pants
Cant help but take a glance
She is someone rarely seen
Showing her motherhood so keen
Holding her baby in her arms
Protecting her from the worlds harms

Goodbye

I promised to never leave
But in you i can no longer believe
I really wanted to stay
But you just pushed away
Wont go run and hide
Just know i never lied
If you ever need me
You know where i'll be

You dont care anymore
Closing of the door
This is goodbye
Apple of my eye

I was always honest and true
Dont know what else to do
So go run and hide
With the ones who always lied
Though you i will miss
I cant take anymore of this
Putting me through it again and again
How can you call yourself a friend

You dont feel anymore
Knock me to the floor
This is goodbye
Lies i no longer buy

What do you want from me
Why you put me through misery
Maybe i was wrong
To love you so strong
Time will heal my heart
Let me go back to the start
To this day you are missed
Wont see scars on these wrists

I dont care anymore
Feeling so sore
This is my goodbye
My love will never die

Curse

I wish there was a way
To make the pain go away
There seems theres nothing i can do
So i feel as if i failed you
My life has become viral
Sending everyone into a downward spiral
Trapped in my personal hell
The pain felt in every cell
The curse has taken another one
No forgiveness for what has been done

Changed

When i look in your eyes who do i see
Its not the person it used to be
Something has changed
Your mind has been rearranged
Why this facade you make
Do you think all you can do is fake
I only try to help
But i cant if you cant be yourself
Do you even listen to what i say
Im trying to keep the demons at bay
You know the wrongs that you do
But the only one that can stop them is you
Do you think i feed you lies
And put smoke in your eyes
You know the ones who can fulfill your needs
So quit biting the hand that feeds
If you keep doing the things you do
Not even god will want you

Bored as Fuck

What to do What to do
Not a single clue
At this time everyone sleeps
So I cant holla at my peeps
Should I play another track
Or grab a movie from the rack
I turn to the TV
Damn no Mythbusters on Discovery
I guess Im shit out of luck
Man Im bored as fuck

Bad Day

So youre having a bad day
What could i say
To make the misery go away
And keep the demons at bay
Theres only one thing i can do
To help you get through
Just remember when you are blue
That I Love You

Bad Time

I know its a bad time
I want you to be mine
I try to speak from the heart
I dont know where to start
I love you
I wish you believe its true
When times are hard
I wont hastely part
I'll always be here
To dry any tear
As we get older
You'll forever have my shoulder
I will always love you
And try to help you through
I hope you understand
Please take my hand
Give me the kiss
That I so truly miss
If you find this lame
And dont feel the same
I want you to know
No matter where you go
I'll be your friend
Till the bitter end

Back Again

Back again
You say only as a friend
Back again
Why only a friend
Wonder why i love
Think others should be above
If its love it cant be define
Happiest when you are 'mine'
Never say how beautiful you truly are
No matter how near or how far
My love will never die
No will to fly
You know who i am
A sad pathetic little man
Cant find an angle
To tell my angel
That i need you next to me
You make me complete

Behind Blue Eyes

I cant take this anymore
So bitch im showing you the door
I try to believe
But all you do is deceive
Why you to tell those lies
Hiding behind blue eyes

I dont want you anymore
Youre nothing but a fucking whore
What did i want you for
I cant take it anymore

I love you
But this wont do
I have to put a stop
To what you are putting
Me through
You're perfect yes its true
But bitch without me you are only you
Why wont you stop the lies
Quit hiding behind blue eye

Always Right

You might wonder why I'm always right
Its because nothing is blocking my sight
I've known people like you
All them have been led to doom
Have you ever notice when he has you
All he gives you are reasons to feel blue
Though I'll never tire of cheering you up
You need to know when enough is enough
Look how much fun you have
When hes not there to block your path
You might have fears of being alone
With me around youll never be on your own
I'll always be your friend
Even after you try to put it to an end
Know I truly love you
And when I say you I mean your daughter too
You'll never have a reason to fear
As long as you keep me near
I'll be your wall to protect
And i promise I'll never defect
I am willing to change if need be
And my priorities can be rearranged as you see
With you theres this feeling ive never felt before
A feeling i feel deep inside my core
I'll give you my all
And I'll never let you fall
Im not here to try to replace
I only want to see a smile on your face
I know i always have a lot to say
But its proven true everyday
He might know the things youve been through
But it doesnt seem he really knows you
Im the one always there
When he seems not to care
Im the one who eases your mind
When he doesnt have the time
Im the one who makes you smile
When he shuns his wife and child
I hope i can open your eyes
Before he makes us say our last goodbyes
I know its hard but take my hand
Ill carry you when you cant stand
Trust me without him isnt the end
You can always count on family and friends

Again

Going through this again
Doing everything i can
We're going no where
You dont seem to care
Dont know what to do
Cant even rely on you
I never wanted it to end
But i just cant do this again
So i kiss you goodbye
For you no more tears i cry
Though for you i'll yearn
With you i only get burn
Though im all alone
Im better off on my own
Itll be hard without you
But you not being here isnt new
So again i say goodbye
I cant continue living a lie

Abandon

Feeling abandon
One of the forgotten
Nothing to do
Cant even talk to you
Where is my mind
Feel frozen in time
Thoughts keep returning to one
Hope shes having fun
Why do i feel this way
Must be one of my bad days
Tomorrow i'll be fine
Looking for some kind of sign
To help ease my mind
So i know that you are mine