Saturday, November 30, 2019

Breaking Point (Thug Thursday #4)

Let me hit that joint
I'm about to hit breaking point
I've been trying to holla
You've shown your true color
Knew something didn't feel right
All you do is act uptight
Yo ass is kicked to the curb
I'll just sit back and blaze the herb
You're nothing special ain't shit
Damn right bitch i said it
Never regret what i say
Now go the fuck away
Who cares what coulda been
This is now that was then
Keep saying what you say
They'll find you in Chesapeake bay

Another Day (Thug Thursday #3)

Gotta stop this nightmare
No one seems to care
Life spiral down to derange
Everyday nothing seems to change
If nothing happens soon
Day closer to impending doom
Every night an empty bed
Would anyone notice if i was dead
Not looking for sympathy
World fills me with apathy
Life nothing but a shit pile
All i can do is hide behind this smile
Constantly emotionally abused
Constantly falsely accused
Leaving me in a state of worthlessness
Bringing anger and pain to the surface
Nothing new just every day fate
I know how to swallow the hate
Smoke it up grab another drink
Dulling the pain allowing rage to sink
Life filled with disappointing sorrow
The sun wont come out tomorrow
But this is my legacy my life
I have to deal with the agony and strife
Alone I'll always walk
Forever Death will stalk
This is no story to make you sob
Just another day in the life of Rob

Whore (Thug Thursday #2)


Bitch better suck this dick
Or id be out this shit quick
No time to play yo game
Aint even know yo fuckin name
What you got a man?
Bitch you aint no life plan
I just wanna fuck
You the one thats stuck
So give up the snatch
If not theres always the next batch
Always got lined up 3 or 4
Bitch ima self proclaimed whore
I'll give you a lil taste
As i blast your face
My style is raw n rich
Spittin this rhyme while i fuck yo bitch

Death (Thug Thursday #1)

Before shit goes to your head
Something needs to be said
Fuck with my friends
Introduce you to your end
Put my glock to your eye
Little bitch i make you cry
Think you're the shit
Your act is over with
Break your neck
Leave you a mangled wreck
You better take a walk
Before i act on the talk
Still think i play
Go ahead and stay
Cherish you last breath
Meet your new friend Death

Mistake

I've made a mistake
I never wanted it to break
I will never stop loving you
Wish there was something I could do
Regret keeping everything inside
Lost you by my side
I miss you so much
Miss your loving touch
If only I had a second chance
To give you a deserving romance
It pains me that this failed
Life has been derailed
I long for you to hold
Life has become too cold

Love Gone

Where has the love gone
A love that used to be so strong
There is nothing i wouldnt do
This i hope you knew
To rekindle what we once had
And throw away everything sad
When i see your face
It takes me to a special place
Somewhere ive never been before
And fills my empty core
With pure happiness
Just longing to seal it with a kiss
This you may never know
And I try so hard not to show
Though we may never be
Just know no one will ever love you more than me

Wish

I wish I could have you back
But the proper words I lack
You're my world, heart, and soul
The one with I wanted to grow old
The one who made my heart smile
The one I hoped to bear my child
Everything is in the hands of fate
I fear that it is too late
Give anything to feel your touch
The one I cherished so much
The tenderness of your lips
The grace of your fingertips
The embrace that cures
My heart is forever yours